apathy?

I have been away from the blog "scene" for a while now, I have over 200 unread items on google reader and haven't even read my favorite blogs. I must be very busy you say, the upcoming month pretty much determines whether I get honors or not but not to this extent.

I have just been extremely apathetic towards uni work and many others things. It mostly has to do with me catching up with "C" again. Her story is a very long one but lets just say I used to have feelings for her. We haven't spoken in about 1.5 years and just recently I ran into her in uni and we caught up, I think that was a big mistake.
I don't like to talk about the details but I think I need to cut her off my life once and for all, she usually does good by disappearing for months without a single message but I think I need to make it clear I never want to hear from her again. My weakness in confronting people doesn't help but wish me luck.

OR the whole thing might be due to what I term "mid-life crises" since I just turned 24.. hahaha